Remember this guy

Nicky Fresh

My Brother in Christ

just won a Xgames bronze medal at

Snowboard Street at Winter X 2012.

Congrats Brother. 

Forever

Forever. A word that I've wanted for so long. I've wanted a full time
Teaching position for a long time and now that I have my 3rd grade class
I want it to last Forever. Solid friends that are with you through the
Thick and thin. I want our relationship to last forever. My life, as
Tattered and worn down it feels sometimes I wish it could last forever.
As I try to sleep tonight, this word keeps dwelling in my thoughts.
Forever let me down before. Or maybe I let down Forever. It's something
That I think about everyday. Why did I screw up? Why did I let everyone
Down? I truly think that in the future I will make a mends with forever.
I am sure that my heart is ready for forever, even though it was spit out
So quickly back in the day that I didn't understand why the crack began to
Split so aimlessly. My heart is ready for forever. Maybe it wants more than
It needs, but I know I was never able to feel forever truly before.
I'm not usually the jealous type other than my siblings and my close friends.
Coming to SoCal this weekend makes me very jealous of living with, kissing
With, fraternizing with, and being with forever. Right behind my shoulder
is forever. Does this sound weird to some? Well it's something I've wanted
For a while, but have never taken the time to think it out. Her heart is so
amazing. Last thought of the night before going to bed is sleeping right over
There. Church will be so fun tomorrow :)

This is me.... Content

Success

To laugh often and much;

To win the respect of intelligent people

and the affection of children;

To earn the appreciation of honest critics

and endure the betrayal of false friends;

To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others;

To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child,

a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;

To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.

This is to have succeeded.

Happy Birthday to my Sissy

  

I love my Sister.

Today is her birthday.

I hope she has a wonderful

day with her two daughters

her one husband

a few candles 

and many years

of making everyones

life around her

very happy.

Here's to a great 

37th year 

SoozMagooz.

Oh the Places You'll Go

I've always been amazed. Aren't you at least a little bit?

Just Sayin'

I'm going to a special place when I die

but I want to make sure my life 

is special while I'm here.

A Year that I won't forget.

The year of 2011 was a change in the ordinary for me. I have had a few days in which I did not know where I was headed as I crawled out of bed in the morning. Change for me scares the living daylights out of me for reasons unknown. I like to be safe in knowing my surroundings. Safe place to live, safe restaurants to eat at, even a safe job to work at. This is why this last year has been so difficult for me. New job with new priorities has made me really accept the fact that I need to be grateful for the chances that are given to me even in such a trivial time. As 2011 was nearing an end I was thinking of how thankful I am for the amazing gifts that have blessed my life. My family is always a cornerstone in my life for many reasons. God always has a hand in my growth, emotionally and physically. Every time that I am down, I see a bright spot that I can link on to in order to make my future a success. My Honey Dip has made my life so special lately as we take this walk together. Coworkers, my roommate, even the students that I see at school every day, make my life feel so special throughout the circumstances. I have really been inspired with my paintings as I create them for others. As I look at it I see so many ways to create for others as their story makes its way onto a canvas. My growth as a person is something that I am very happy about as we start 2012. I never make resolutions because I tend to never follow up on them, however I will definitely strive to work on a few things. Go to Church every week. Find time to read my Bible with Simms as we move forward. Get involved with a study group, so that I can grow in my walk. Paint more. You guys I have about 15 Canvas' in my room, and all I need is some thoughts and motivation. Take some time to relax in my life. I feel that I am running around left and right without a chance to take it all in. I have a few others hidden in my head, yet I am afraid to release, because they are a work in progress. A better Jonathan for the year 2012. I think everyone could agree with that one. Thank You for stopping in every once in a while. This blog means so much to me and the public that views the mish mash that I type out every week. Thank You for being there as a friend when I needed you most in 2011. Happy New Year Everyone.