Rain Down on Me

The rain reminds me of sad days within my life that I wish that I could change or do all over again. These days make me sad because in my heart I know that I was the sole generator of certain emotions that struck a chord within my heart and unfortunately a second party. I remember that Sunday a while back when I made my sister Susannah cry. The selfish attitude that I potrayed that morning I will never forget. I remember finding out the news a day before she notified me. I was so upset that my childhood best friend did not let me know before being congratulated by twenty or so church members that morning. However, as we sung "all for you and for your glory" at the now defunct All Nations Church, all that I could think about was myself. As she struggled through the chorus tears started to run down my face as I realized what I had done. My faith clears up rainy days. It's not so much an east coast weather pattern where it has 4 or 5 months of summer and then instant winter, but a west coast pattern that has mostly sunny days, but rain off and on. Because my life is mostly sunny, but I need that reminder where I will have those difficult dreary days where I won't be able to hang with it. So a few days of rain here and there won't hurt you, right?