Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Birthdays staying Fun even in the situation



March 9th.

A day that comes with mixed emotions every year. I go into the month of March always pumped to celebrate the day and party with happiness entailed. For some reason though it never happens. I think I blow it up, epic style with the days leading up to my birthday week and for some reason all of the planning for the week goes away silently. I can't complain though. This year I had a great time with friends and family on numerous days within the week. Maybe it's because I'm a huge fan of the celebration of the day... I really don't know. I love my visit from my friend Savannah on Sunday and Monday. It was really great to see her and catch up on her new life in the Pacific Northwest. My bi weekly call to my friends in SoCal was amazing while in addition I received a video text from my friend Saley with his son rocking out to Mumford and Sons. My friends at the Wine Bar and Patrick Davids made the week very inviting with cards and great fellowship. My family made the tail end of birthday week so much fun with a dinner including cheesesteaks and ice cream cake with mint chip ice cream (my favorite). The thing is I look forward to these small celebrations from time to time because I need that happiness. I've looked forward to this week for a while. I still feel bummed out a bit after the week ended. It could have been the text message from my Dad on the 8th (not my birthday) or the effects from my heart wrenching, ongoing divorce that I am in. I really don't know. But, I take every day with a smile. I try to at least. I guess until next year. Here's to you March 9th. I really do like you... Even in the current situation.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

What makes a birthday great?


Much needed Smiles from Me




Fellowship with Family




Ice Cream Cake with Squiggly Candles




Birthday Cards



CheeseSteaks With the Family



Assistance from my buddy



Silly Faces




Smiling Faces



"Do I really have to do this" Faces




Faces that I love

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I want to be lost again


Within you I lose myself...
Without you I find myself
Wanting to be lost again.
It's been an awful long time
my heart needed time to heal.
If its only for a few moments
I thank you for the time spent.
I want to be lost again.
Courage.
Desire.
Integrity.
Compassion.
Love.

J.R.
3/7/11

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Exhaustion

Sleep
Sleep tonight
And may your dreams
Be realized


If the thunder cloud
Passes rain
So let it rain
Rain down on him

Mmm, mmm, mmm
So let it be
Mmm, mmm, mmm
So let it be

Sleep
Sleep tonight
And may your dreams
Be realized

If the thunder cloud
Passes rain
So let it rain, let it rain
Rain on him

Friday, March 4, 2011

balance



Drip Drop, Drip Drop
the sun sweating its wrought.
Middle ground brings peace and balance
the same balance that a key few turn down.
The days twist and turn throughout the rolling hills called life.
Balance is refreshing.
Fresh, alive, clean.
Bringing a worn down enigma new life.
Stitching anew as the sun meets the sea
This balance that we all search for
begin the cycle of living once again.


J.R. 3/3/11






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