Two roads

 

 

 

IN OCTOBER 2009 I WROTE

and the days that pass by

the song in my head

the image of your stare

and the cold sets

you're everywhere

it blows right through me

i'm standing here

but you don't see me

it achingly seeps through your palms

my thoughts are confused

the kind of clutter that just wont move

and i can't move.

I'm stuck, with no thought of advancement

TODAY I WROTE

after some time

maybe a long time, for me at least.

my mind has forgotten these things,

the true feelings of today realign my thoughts on my future.

my heart has let it fade

and i am happy that my heart has healed

to the point of restitution.

then what might have been

can be replaced and covered over by my love of love.

and eventually the days have turned into excitement,

this memory is a foregone thought

my pieces, have been sewn up, attached anew to 

a soul that cries for patience.

Joyful for an additional journey 

with the one I see with myself 

as if it were always meant to be.

REASON

  

Things happen for a reason. I was being taught that God always has a plan for me. Often times that plan is better than anything I would have imagined. He asks that we have faith in Him, something I struggled with the past few years. Sometimes we have to walk in darkness for a time before the light comes on and we see all that lies ahead of us. Faith is like having a hand to lead us through that darkness until the lights are turned on. And now that the lights are turned on, I wish I would've had more faith. This wasn't coincidence, this was a blessing.

(Do Not Worry)

I love this Song

My Sevens List

7 things i like

- Jesus

- A certain someone

- Oil Paints

- family

- education

- Philly

- my friends

7 things in my room

- My Road bike

- My queen bed

- laundry piled up on the floor

- Blank Canvas'

- clutter

- my golf clubs

- a case of Italian Red Wine

7 things i cant live without

- my insulin

- relationships

- water

- deodorant

- being able to shower

- family&friends

- shelter

7 dislikes

- Sour Cream and Mayonnaise

- not having a relationship with my dad

- People that are in to themselves more than the friends around them

- a selfish, egotistical, attitude

- $0.00 bank balance. hasn't happened since leaving......

- Country music

- cats

7 songs

- slow dancing

- sigh no more

- fix you

- How He loves

- with or without you

- you give love a bad name

- ultraviolet (light my way)

7 things I cant do

- write with my right hand

- touch my toes

- refrain from drinking diet soda :(

- Keep my truck clean for a week

- drink wine by myself

- run

- draw objects

Thoughts.

Manuary has come to an end.....

                                                                             

Until next year beard......

Sucks

I feel that I always let people down.

End of Story.