We're Coming Back

A perfection of sorts

What a great day.





#1 Philadelphia Phillies swept the Reds and are now going to the NLCS



#2 A gift came from one of my really good friends and was given the chance to see my Eag's beat the niner's today at the Stick in SF.





#3 Was blessed to spend some time with a few of my favorites from SoCAL.... minus Mr. D. Time with them is always Cherished as Tomato Soup for the Soul. Much needed, never enough.

The Detailed Laughter in My Life

Why is it when I am in such a weird situation with life........ Sports help me smile. It's so weird. When Lew Dog's actions were revealed to us and therefore was leaving us for a 33 year old Dude in 2008..... the Philadelphia Phillies won the World Series. In 2009, when Ms. LaGrant decided enough was enough and she wanted a separation, the Flyers went to the Stanley Cup Finals. 2010 and my heart has had a disastrous week. I may seem happy and cheery on the outside, but this week was the absolute worst week of my life. Yeah, my Dad is Gay and does not want any part of us. Yeah, I have a constant memory of losing my full time Teaching job that knocks at my psyche every day. Yeah, I'm Divorced at the age of ____. But you have to take the pitfalls as they come. I have friends that love me. The Wine Bar Gig makes me smile every time I walk through the kitchen door. Teaching; albeit only Substituting, gives me a chance to further my career that I love so passionately. And to put the icing on the top, Roy Halladay pitched a No Hitter in the NLDS tonight. I'll take those smiles as they come. Day to Day, week to week, month to month, year to year. My life continues.

Ahhhhhhhh Life Sometimes

Life Stinks sometimes....

I mean sometimes you are going to have your downers.

I like to have happy days every day. With my nieces, Sisters, brothers, mom etc.......

Someday's just effin Suck.

Life is so trivial.

Day to day it's just so hard.

12:12 in the am. watching The Dark Knight. Drinking 1 Smirnoff Ice. Life is so trivial.

Hot Pocket in hand ( pepperoni) and a bummer on my mind.

The Town was awesome last night in the movie theater.

Work has been delivering. Thank you Jesus for that.

Dark Knight is full of suspense, like my ugly life.

Bullet the Blue Sky.

Breaking news.......... Kids are on my horizon.

Morgan Freeman is an Amazing Actor..... Every movie he does is legit.

Paint helps. every once in a while.

Matt and Mark. Inspiring

Joeska, Ray, B make the night money..... Nikki makes the night Fresh

Underdog is keeping me afloat

Teaching is my heart.

Will I ever get my permanent chance

My roommate makes me happy when my life is dirt

Ahhhhhhhhhhh Life Sometimes

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I... that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need... I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can you hear me when I Sing,
you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

Mom this one's for YOU

Great Song. Amy Grant was one of the first Christian music artists that I listened
to as I began my entry into the world of music. I am going to try and make this painting
look nice. Hopefully, I can portray the vision I'm striving for that God's Grace is
very prevalent in my life and the others that support me in all ways. I'm really tired right now.... however, I will follow up on this post a little later on with a finished product.
Goodnight everyone.

Oh I've missed you.

It's been hard missing special items that I own. In the past I have referred to some in this post. However, this past weekend I was able to retrieve some of these items and a little piece of me was able to return back to normal. Today was my day off and I was looking forward to getting this put all back together. I might sound a little nerdy, but I enjoy the wiring and electronic part of setting up my surround sound system. It sounds great after all these months away from its rightful owner. I hung my painting Devotion behind the TV to add a little flair to the room. Let me know when you all want to have "movie night" so I can warn my neighbors in advance. All I am asking is that you bring the popcorn.