The splendor of a King

How great is our God? I've been thinking a lot about
My relationship with Him lately amidst this rapture
Talk amongst everyone. My heart, head and mind are
at peace knowing that when Jesus comes back to visit
us again I will be ready for my true father. There has been
Some really nasty stuff going on in my walk. One day I'm
up, the next day I'm down. It truly does suck sometimes.
I'm not asking for a shoulder to cry on, but divorce is really
Shitty all of the time. I never describe things like that but it
really is. I'm so down sometimes that it's really hard to sneak
out of it. Maybe I should just take a walk by myself for a while.
Not sure if that would help me out, but I need to figure out what
can make me be extremely happy again. I'm not talking about a quick
fix. I'm talking about living.... a wake up every morning, I'm excited to be
around, I am worth a ton, I enrich lives, life. I really dislike making
others sustain the feeling from which I exude sometimes. I need
to find what makes me happy day in and day out. And it starts with getting
a full time job, while stopping the part time fiasco's I've been involved
with since I got laid off. Ok I've driven this entry to the ground. I have to
let go. We'll see you in the future.