5 things to like or not to like

Right now I like.......

1. The look of my paintings
2. Chicken Bacon Alfredo Pizza with Ranch
3. ChannelSurfing.net
4. Stanford's Happy Hour (prices and Hanging with my friends)
5. Text messages that Brighten my Day.



Things that I don't like.......

1. No Contract for the 10-11 School Year
2. My life
3. Having to drink my wine all by myself :(
4. Living next to the property manager at my new place.
5. Transition

Have you ever watched The Office with a friend?

It's Freaking Amazing. Giggled, laughed, blushed for 58 minutes? I could watch a whole season on DVD while not getting out of my seat. Well that is to get my glass of wine and my 2 Oatmeal Chocolate Chip cookies. Things like that just make my soul feel good. Sitting with a pillow on my lap as I cover my mouth to hide the laughter is good, right? I think laughter is good for the soul. At least I know for me it is. Today was a great Day. I didn't work, but I was extremely fulfilled. Things are turning around for the better. A year ago, I was having trouble finding that smile, but, people are making the smile happen for me. Thank you guys. It means so much to me. I can't wait for what's next. GOD supplies me with an adequate life that I don't deserve. My life and everyone that is included in it is a blessing and I thank him for it.

Palette

• Palette (painting), a wooden board used for mixing colors for a painting
• Palette (computing), in computer graphics, a selection of colors
• Palette window, in computing, a window type often containing tools
• the valve under an organ pipe which is connected to the keyboard(s)—as opposed to the stop valve
• Palette AOC, a wine Appellation d'Origine Contrôlée in the Provence region of southern France
• Palette, a villages part of Le Tholonet, which gives its name to the Palette AOC
• Palette Records, a record label
• Palette knife — artist's (painter's) palette knife

My Palette.

Past thirty Days

Creation and Progression

Chunk Titty, otherwise known as my brother Aaron has made a bold, yet solid move in his life. This past week my bro proposed to his stellar girlfriend Sarah. As he has grown up through the years I have seen him mature from a person with out substance to a man that i look up to. It's sometimes difficult to see other people throughout your life that have material things that sometimes make you jealous or wish that you could have. With Chunk, it's the opposite. He doesn't have the flashy car, or the IPHONE 4, or even the latest tech gadget that would make me jealous. It's the attitude, the strong heart, or the friendly relationships with everyone and their mother that makes me wish that I would have matured as he has. As Chunk moves closer towards the much brighter days in his life with Sarah, I commend him for sticking to his guns and doing life how he wanted it to be. A heart of Gold. Willing to put others first. Standing by others through their pitfalls and their highs. An amazing brother, an even better Son, and soon to be an outstanding Husband. Progression can be futile, however sometimes a diamond in the rough sneaks through. Sarah enjoy that diamond. You sure received one of the best if not the best out there.

Positive Growth

Fenton's 11/ 2009

Fenton's 7/2010

You really don't see the change in people unless you look at the photos, I always say. I don't have the chance to see my close family on a week to week basis, mainly because of work schedules, sleep schedules, etc... So every chance that I do, I make sure and take full advantage of Uncle time! My nieces have grown up so quickly, it is just so impressive of how they are making strides in growth. So pumped to be an uncle.

11/2009

6/2010

Pain is really, really hard

I'm fighting for my life. To keep my head out of temptation and things that will construe my life in a whirlwind pattern. I was in a safe place for 16 years. Now I am not. I have myself to blame for that and I hate myself for it. My father who didn't even believe it, tried to steer myself in the right direction. What was I thinking, was it my wants, needs, anything else that was what was right for my soul. Now I am stuck with pain. It is that What he wants. HE will not let it. HE will keep having me paint, having me keep meet stronger people that will build me up, have me continue to build my relationship to where HE wants it to be. Sometimes it is really difficult, however the people around me can continue to bring me up to where I need to be. I am indebted to my Saviour, and my family and friends. IXOYE